Monday 5th
November
Monday
brought frustration and a minor case of despair with it as Tasha realised that
she had lost her notebook. The ever
important ring bound pad of paper that contained all of her notes for the
month’s writing had not been in her backpack when she had checked last night
after she had gotten home from her meal with Reika, nor had it been in the
restaurant in question when she had ran back to check. If it had fallen out of
her backpack on the walk to the food place, it was no longer on the ground
anywhere and the only place she had left to look was Crumbs and she was sure
she had picked everything up from there when she had left.
She
needed that notebook. Without it she had no schedule for her writing, all of
her character bios were in it AND all her setting notes were gone. She could
attempt to write from memory but without that notebook it would not be as easy
as it had been to get her word count up each day as she wracked her brain for
the tiny details she had jotted down in the small hours of the morning,
exhausted after work and well on her way to dreamland.
Racing
for Crumbs in time to arrive as it opened up. Tasha was greeted at the counter,
not by Morgan, but by her brother, Daniel, who had been clearing tables the day
before.
“Lost
something?” He asked, amused as he held up the blue covered notebook on which
she had written her name and address in case such a thing happened.
“Thank
you.” Tasha hugged the notebook to her chest, “Thank you, thank you, thank
you.”
“You’re
lucky I spotted it.” Daniel chuckled, waving off her thanks. “I’d seen it on
your table, so I figured it was yours.”
“Thanks.”
Tasha grinned back anyway, still internally dancing over the fact that all her
notes were not lost after all and she would not have to start from scratch with
the characters she had yet to introduce to her plot.
Between
that and the fact it was payday which meant she could afford to buy whatever
she liked again, her day suddenly did a one eighty, going from doom and gloom
to sunshine and buttercups as she bought Daniel a cupcake, bought one for
herself along with her customary hot beverage, and bounced over to her table,
setting up swiftly. Day five of National Novel Writing Month was when it
started getting tough. If you were not miles ahead on your word count, the end
was nowhere near being in sight and it seemed like a long and weary road to the
end. When there were other stresses involved in that too, like worrying about
work days and the possibility of an emergency coming up that could nuke your
word count for a couple of days, it was highly likely that either you were not
going to get much done or you would, if you had time shoot off miles ahead.
There
was a danger in having too big a buffer too. You could get lazy and
overconfident when you had a large buffer, believing that you had plenty of
time to write and you were miles ahead so there was no big rush. This could
often lead to a slow down or complete stop that could throw off your writing
and lead to a dead end. Tasha knew, she had done it before.
Still
she knew what she had done wrong previous years and could learn from her
mistakes. She was determined to get the minimum done per day at least and two
thousand words written a day if she could manage it. It would get her finished
on time and she had set herself a goal. If she finished her fifty thousand
words, not necessarily the story but at least the fifty thousand, she was
allowed to dip into her savings and purchase the new TV she wanted instead of
saving up over the next six months.
To do
that, however, she had to get her mind off of the notes towards the back of her
pad of paper, all of which were based on the end of her tale and focus on what
was going on now. This was surprisingly difficult when all she wanted to write
was the epic battle and conclusion, but she had heard people moan before that
they had written the end of the tale and then gone back and how they had had to
adjust the tale midway through had changed the ending anyway and everything
they had written for the finale was worthless.
Staring
at her computer screen was unhelpful, the words seemed to have hit a wall and
did not appear to want to climb over. She had thought this would happen. It was
bound to at some point but she had hoped that it would come a little later. She
was there for a good hour, tapping out something that did not really read right
but, until NaNo was over, would not get edited and scowling at the screen and
complaining mentally about how much this entire section sucked.
“Hi.”
Tasha was shocked out of her internal monologuing by the appearance of Reika,
who slid into the seat opposite her for a second day. “How’s it going?”
“Slowly.”
Tasha sighed, “The words have found a hole in my writer’s block and are
squeezing through one at a time.” Reika laughed at that, shaking her head
slightly as she did so.
“Got
to be better than mine.” She replied, pulling her much smaller laptop out of
her bag and becoming even more amused when Tasha adjusted the position of her
hot drink to allow her to place it on the table safely. “I missed yesterday’s
count by about five hundred words.”
“Ouch.”
Tasha gave her new friend a sympathetic look, “At least you have the next
couple of days to catch up, right?”
“I
know, I know.” Reika sighed, “I was just doing really well and then I got
distracted playing solitaire and that was it.” Tasha sniggered at her new
friend’s petulant tone, “What? I won six games in a row last night.”
“Ah
solitaire, the bane of so many NaNo writers.” Tasha bemoaned dramatically,
causing Reika to glower at her. “Will you stop glaring if I buy you a coffee?”
“I
could be bribed with caffine.” Reika agreed, settling down to write as Tasha
got up and headed for the counter, purchasing two new cakes and a large coffee.
“I’m
going to be the size of a house when this is all over.” Tasha informed the
young woman sat opposite her as she pushed a cupcake across the table, “I mean
Crumbs is an excellent hiding place, but it’s really bad for my waist line.”
“This
is why I sit facing away from the counter.” Reika informed her, accepting the
cake in question and taking a bite, “That way I don’t get tempted.”
“Should
have thought of that.” Tasha groaned, causing her companion to grin at her
expense.
Silence
fell over the pair bar the tapping of fingers on keyboards and the occasional
hiss as someone had to go back to correct a word that had come out looking
nothing like it was supposed to and made absolutely no sense. With the weekend
over, the cafe was back to its usual standards of being an almost unused
feature of the bakery. The counter wasn’t any closer to being anything
resembling quiet, the price of being one of the only speciality cake shops in
the county but with most people popping in during their lunch breaks or between
rounds of ‘somewhere to be in five minutes time’ they did not have time to stop
for more than a few minutes at best.
This
suited Tasha just fine. She was willing to share her privacy with Reika, mostly
because the other girl did not interrupt when she was writing and had bought
her a meal the night before, however the weekend had been rather loud and
obnoxious for Tasha’s tastes. Borderlands was often like that for her when the
weekend crowd piled in, but it was only three nights and week and work was
different. She did not have a choice but to put up and shut up while she was
earning her paycheck each night.
She
came to Crumbs because she wanted to get away from loud, rude people like her
neighbours, not because she wanted to put up with screaming babies and children
that kept coming up to the table to see what you were doing. This was why she
was rather glad that a new week had started and most of those who had invaded
over the weekend had gone away, including some of the louder Wrimos.
She
did not even notice that her writing speed had picked up considerably after
Reika had arrived until she surpassed her word target for the day and just kept
going, heading up into the nine thousands. Reika seemed to have relaxed too,
her hands flying across the keyboard at a rather impressive speed, causing Tasha
to wonder what she did as a job. At the speed she was typing at, Tasha could
not help but wonder if she worked as a secretary or something. Then she
remembered that if Reika had a full time job she would be there right now and
not here, and resolutely took her mind off of that subject.
“Penny
for your thoughts?” Reika asked, not looking up from her screen.
“Just
wondered what you do for work. I mean I know you’re new here and all but...”
Tasha trailed off.
“No,
no it’s a valid question.” Reika replied as she stretched, looking surprised
that Tasha had asked, “I’m a part-time cashier. Nothing interesting. You?”
“Barback.”
Tasha shrugged, “Run glasses back to the bar and clean up spills. I’m training
to be a bartender though.”
“Sounds
fun.” Reika did not look like she was entirely convinced of that.
“Eh,
pays the bills.” Tasha replied.
“To
bad jobs.” Reika held up her Styrofoam cup of coffee.
“To
bad jobs.” Tasha agreed, tapping her cup of hot chocolate against Reika’s
drink.
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